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MY RECOVERY JOURNEY: FROM 12 STEPS TO SHAMANIC WISDOM
Sometimes you have to fall to fly.- Eminem
In 1982, at 21, my recovery journey began. It started with an “old school” approach—a direct 12-step involvement with Alcoholics Anonymous (AA), in short, I was “12-stepped” by a member who reached out to me when I was at my bottom, lost and confused. Unlike many recovery stories, mine lacks rehab stays or relapses. Initially, the program anchored me, offering crucial support when mere survival felt like a miracle—a gift for which I remain eternally grateful.
Despite years of diligently working what I believed was a “good” program and meticulously checking all the boxes, I plunged into a devastating abyss that left me teetering on the edge of suicide. Shockingly, this spiritual crisis didn't emerge from bars, dives, or the streets, but from within the 12-step rooms—the very community I had once considered my sanctuary. This betrayal shook me to my core.
This unexpected betrayal blindsided me, shattering my world and ultimately igniting a profound transformation. The gift of this crisis compelled me to break free from the confines of established “programming” within the 12-step rooms, propelling me onto a broader, more holistic path of healing that would redefine my entire approach to recovery and life itself while still honoring the 12-step wisdom.
Today, my journey blends 12-step wisdom with shamanic practices offering a comprehensive approach to personal growth. I guide those who are ready to move beyond conventional recovery frameworks that have become more limiting than originally intended. By helping them tap into their inner wisdom I illuminate their unique healing pathways toward becoming sovereign and conscious creators.
I've come to believe that 12-step spirituality, at its highest frequency, aligns with a shamanic perspective of being and other mystical paths. Combining ancient traditions with recovery principles has unveiled a powerful synergy for transformation and transcendence.
My story is one of evolution—from rigid adherence to a fluid, expansive approach to recovery and beyond. It's about fearlessly embracing the journey and discovering one's unique path to healing and self-discovery.
From the rooms that once saved me to the wisdom that now guides me, my journey exemplifies the power of transcending limitations. It's a testament to evolving from survival to sovereignty, and ultimately, to cosmic consciousness. My path proves that recovery isn't just about staying clean; it's about awakening to our true limitless nature.
Remember, true recovery extends beyond the “ism.” It's about embracing your boundless potential and becoming the sovereign creator of your own life. Take that courageous step now and let's explore the infinite possibilities that lie ahead.
Trust the Journey
BaDu
